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SAY NO TO POSEUR!

2011-08-11T16:11:00.003+08:00

OLAAAA AMIGOSSS... Today's entry is about POSEUR.. yea I suddenly saw one of my FB friend's status about being annoyed with POSEUR.. n yes.. A person's face had suddenly appeared on my mind. A person who I used to know.. loves to dress up like me, got hair done juz like mine, bought any fashion items that is similar to mine.. VOALA.. so ANNOYING.. It's ok to become a POSEUR.. but please admit n don't CLAIM it to be UR STYLE.. To that person, GET A LIFE DUDE! I know ur SO NOT FASHIONABLE.. a COPYCAT! Umas tauk sik?? Ingga nyawa..

*image from goolge

sik puas ati!

2011-08-11T10:56:00.002+08:00

Salam.... yahh.. aritok ku nang x puas ati eh ng kereta2 DI JALANAN! INGGA NYAWAKU EH!!!! (yahhh1 tok ku mls nyoh aku berbunyi Kak Lehot pagi2) hampey juak laju gya gilak mok cucuk2 keta aku dr blakang! camney la aku mok pegi kerek mun dah rah kerek ya gik ada kereta byk! Ada LAND CRUISER IJO BAKA ya tek QAJ *** nang kurang ajar siap brik highlight ng kita!. kak ya sik juak ke sene.. stuck juak nya rah roundabout! mun ku x ngenang posa tek nang dah disumpah ku nya ya.

Sabar jak ku tokkkk.. Nasib posa..

Dah ya tek ada gik VAN BUROK BAKA mcm ya juak rah roundabout choice supermol! Dah la sik bersignal mok belok.. kak ya main cucuk2 gik kita dr blakang. Makin ku INGGA dah la bila ku ke kerek nya kerek juak. bila ku ke kanan nya ya TUIJA mok cucuk2 ku rah kanan. SAAL ko ya nak? rasa ati ku tek mok jak ku berenti tgh jalan pasya BAOK van ko ya dengan kau kau sekali ku BANTEY. (tapi tok angan2 jak la)

Sabar zara.. Sabar..

Makin TENSEN gik bila ada org bijaksana numpang sebelah aku ya CHEERLEAD gik kereta2 BAKA ya. Dah tauk aku tgh TENSEN nenga gik nya nolong sidak bersorak.. nang nyoh aku PANAS la pagi2 tok. Alu ilang mood ku dah. Yala nyoh aku x suka mok drive.. Mun dah rasa dirik nya tek pandey gilak mok drive, drive la dikpun. Boh soh aku gik! Ada PAHAM?????!

Ya Allah tenangkanlah jiwa dan pemikiran hambaMu ini..

sesungguhnya hamba insan biasa yang tidak lari daripada HATI YANG PANAS MEMBARA..

Teguhkanlah kesabaran dalam hatiku ini. AMIN..

*image from google..

Don't think bout others

2011-08-11T09:24:00.002+08:00

So don't worry too much of what others might think of u..

Coz there r so many other things that they would rather think about :)

CHEERS!

Help Me!

2011-08-10T23:12:00.003+08:00

OH pleaseeee anyone help me find this product!! I have no idea where i can find it in Kuching? Last time I used to buy it at Watson or Guardian.. but it turns out not to be available in the market right now.. 5 months already.. huhuhu.. I love this product coz it's natural n good for delicate skin like mine... Help.. Help... Help!

Baking Day

2011-08-10T20:00:00.006+08:00

In the making process...

Really need to watch out.. not to mold it any bigger coz

it would expand due to baking soda ahahaha

Konbanwa!!! Happy Iftar to all. im all loaded with food now.. Alhamdulillah :) Anyway, I spent my entire evening to bake cookies today!! I was kinda envy those who can bake really well you know.. Therefore, browsing through recipes on the net last night, I got an idea.. y not i bake some today? since im so free.... Therefore, I told my mom that today m gonna make some.. I baked OATMEAL STRAWBERRY FILLING COOKIES. Thanks to my kitchen for the recipe posted on the net :D want the recipe? well u can juz click on the link below:

http://www.cupofsugarpinchofsalt.com/2011/08/05/raspberry-oatmeal-cookies/

YUMMY!! looks like macaroon..

My bro loves it so much that he ate 5-6 pieces during iftar.. but my mom, daddy n my other bro prefers it not to have any filling. Luckily I did 2 groups.. a batch with fillings n another batch without fillings :P

Now what r u guys waiting for? Y not try bake it n tell me what do u think with the taste??

Watashino Yasumi no Hibi :D

2011-08-10T12:20:00.035+08:00

On th 9th of July, my dad, sis n I went to JB n straight to Muar on the same date. Being free n have nothing to do, I took the opportunity to come along with them. It's actually to attend Kak Del's wedding on the 10th in Pagoh. but i was looking forward to is of course, UNIVERSAL STUDIO!!

9th July 2011

At KIA with atashino chichi.

From JB to Muar, it took us about 2 1/2 hours to arrive by bus. I was fast asleep along the way.. kih kih (>.<) Since that was my first time to Muar, I have no idea about how it is going to look like.. Perhaps it would be something like Serian (a small town in sarawak)? I wonder.... I'll definitely be bored staying there for 4 days, I thought. But, I have made a totally WRONG judgment! DAME DESU. Muar is a very nice town n I was shocked to see Delifrance Bistro despite it is a small n back-dated town area. SUGOI NE! (^.^)

Bought the original Johorian Putu Mayam

Superb!

----> FYI I dont really eat this when I'm in Kuching.. But when I have these in my mouth, I totally love the taste of Putu mayam.. different from Kuching's

My sis buying Cakar ayam

---> this is one of traditional titbits in Johor... some sort like keropok..

Besides, there is also a shopping mall that is bigger than the Spring. I can't recall its name, but it is big. We bought quite a lot of stuffs there such as:

1) Eye lash glue

2) the hair bun maker (rm12.. quite expensive)

this is how it looks like

*image by google

3) my red opened toe sneakers about 3inches height (rm50..)

4) polka dress (this one is really a great deal. rm39)

---> i was juz strolling around the mall n I caught an eye on this cute boutique (closet style) at the end of the mall.. throughout my survey, this boutique offers the lowest price in the mall. n certainly, the clothes sold were limited to one stock only! I've met the owner, known as Jacob D'vante n exchanged FB with him. He was friendly n got a great taste on fashion. Looking fashionably as well. After I have added him in FB, I was shocked to know that he is a model at par with Amber Chia :D SUGOI!!! No wonder he is so stylish.. So anyone who come to Muar, don't forget to drop by at his store.. It's Allien Paradise :D

After shopping, me n my sis has suddenly feel hungry... n we were craving for MEE BANDUNG :D with the help from one locals there (thanks akak).. we managed to seat n eat at the superb Pak Kadir's stall! n to be honest, the mee bandung was BEYOND expectation! So yummy that we wanted more!!!! then before heading back to the hotel, we bought tapau for my dad.. As he couldn't eat mee bandung, so we bought him chicken rice instead n some fist otak-otak. MABELES!

My sis eats till the last strain...

At Pak Kadir's stall only RM4 each.

Located at the waterfront in Muar...

10th July 2011

Our journey to Pagoh began... Wearing Baju kurung n headed to Kak Del's house in Pagoh which is about an hour from Muar. Upon arrival, we were greeted warmly by Kak Del and family. The kenduri is very different from here. Y so? Coz in this kenduri, I've eaten lots of durians which is impossible to be done in any kenduri in Kuching.. VOALA! Kak Del looked simple but elegant, matched perfectly with his husband that is from YEMEN. Handsome, wo! (^.^) The kenduri was awesome.. got to eat lots of scrumptious foods! At 3pm, we headed to JB. In JB we were already exhausted so nothing much been done.. we juz had dinner n stayed in the hotel.

Kak Ina with her gift for kak Del.. Guess what is inside?? ehehe

Me and dad at the hotel lobby

Ready to PAGOH!!

With The Bride n her mom..

Kak Ina enjoying the durians served!!!

Rewang...

---> Javanese term to indicate a group of people helping each other to prepare food for kenduri

FOODIES!!!!!! YUMMY!

With the Bride n the Bridegroom :D

Congrats!!!

BFF!

11th July 201

The day I was looking forward to has finally arrived! UNIVERSAL STUDIO!!!! Since it was weekday, therefore the entrance fee is only SGD66.. LUCKY thing for us, we kept our firefly boarding passes. so we got a SGD10 discount :P UNIVERSAL STUDIO was awesome..

I felt like being in Hollywood myself for a while :D We had lots of pictures taken with some of the characters. N on top of all, we had fun playing almost all of the games in the studio!! Fun things experienced:

1) Being in Shrek's 4D show

---> this is the best!! 4D show is definitely awesome coz u will be able to feel like being in the movie!! I got my lungs out screaming!!!!!

2) Steven Spielberg's studio

---> I felt like an actress being in the set.. In this studio, be prepared to experience the storm, strong winds, and heavy rain! Luckily I was in the 2nd row, so I didnt get wet like the rest of the 1st row :D

3) The Water world Live Show.

---> the scene in water world being performed LIVE in front of the audiences. This show is fascinating. the actress n actors were physically fit to do all the stunts! I am so impressed with their acting n stunt skills. With all the explosion n jet skiing is definitely IMPRESSIVE.

4) Rock Show at Monsters

---> I think our artist should learn the way they put up stage. The stage performance was enjoyably great! Wonder how can they sing n dance at the same time.

We r Best Sisters EVA!

I want to move it move it!!!

Good looking guy from Eqypt :P

Melted.. but I am not available.. ahaha

One of the Water World show snapshot

We were tired chasing this woodpecker's GF!

Kak Ina surrounded with the boobies... oops!

It's Betty Boobs!

I held on THE BEST BOYFRIEND award..

Specially dedicated to AZRIE AZHAR..

Thanks for becoming the best lover!!!! MUAXS!

These are some of the attractions in UNIVERSAL STUDIO.. however, there are MORE!!!! especially the games. It worth every single SGD we've spent. Not to forget MEL'S DRIVE IN RESTAURANT where we had our lunch! It is Halal guaranteed n the burgers are tremendously DELICIOUS!

For me, this time trip was enjoyable n full of new experiences. Anytime after this, I would be happy to go to Johor again.

Yomogi Mochi Yaketa!

2011-08-03T12:01:00.000+08:00

Greetings everyone :D I am spending most of my freetime reading shoujo manga I bought from bookstores recently.. It was SUPERB! My latest obsession is YOMOGI MOCHI YAKETA!!! Produced by one of my fav mangaka, that is ARAI KIYOKO.

This manga is about a year 1 middle school student who is really obsessed with MONEY. Her love towards MONEY surpasses everything in the world. However, all of a sudden due to rumors made by the school people, she has fallen in love with her childhood friend, Chiwaki (a good looking guy, playing baseball). Not to keep her feelings evenmore, she had confessed to him about her feelings. Sadly, Chiwaki REJECTED her. Poor Yomogi n the rest of the story will be continued in the next volume.. CANT WAIT!!!!!

Kiyoko chan had never let me down with her brilliant manga :D

photo taken from google.

Ramadhan

2011-08-01T23:00:00.002+08:00

Assalam :) Happy Ramadhan to all out there :D This fasting month, i hope all of my good wishes come true. My aims for this Ramadhan are:

1) Lose at least 5kgs (>.<) ----> i felt heavy od..

2) talk about good things n lessen gossips ---> not good u know.. haha!

3) becoming a better driver.. How? ----> driving my mom to bazaar everyday :D n i think it WORKS!

4) sleep early ---> hurm... guess i still can't sleep early... my eyes hardly get drowsy.. huhu

5) baking cookies for iftar :D ----> gt; note: iftar is an arabic terms for break fasting (^.^)

I wish i could reach at least 75% of my aims for this Ramadhan. Happy fasting everyone :) dont fast yok yok ok.. Love!

Make Up time...

2011-07-16T21:00:00.002+08:00

Well, sometimes being at home is just damn bored.. Therefore, i love to do make over.. Neways, lately korean fashion has dominated the Malaysian trends. So, I wonder y not i take pictures with korean styling make up n poses?? here u go!

Picture 1

In this photo:

----> I used the fake eyelash to enhance my eyes (cost me RM0.80 a pair) .. it gives me a wider-eyed look..

----> I blow my hair to add volume like most koreans did.. a bubble cut hair :P

----> Oh don't ever forget to add up cute hair band :D It will boost up ur korean look :D

Picture 2

In this photo:

----> I'm using hair extension (cost me rm5 a strand) to balance my original hair so that my look would be more enlightened!

The rest, juz leave it to photo editing :P Most of my photos do not use heavy editor software such as Adobe Photoshop.. I juz use a simple editor like Photoscap n juz deal with the colour to make it more like Japanese or Korean photo effect :D In my view, to much editing will only spoil ur original beauty.. So editing is not really necessary.. U dont want to be the fake person, do u?

February..

2011-02-17T14:58:00.001+08:00

Now it's February already.. the month of Happiness i supposed.. though, some unhappy things happened to me within this February.. I didnt get the job offered as i have expected, my best buddies left me for a better job, being stabbed back, n lately im in the stat of depression. I cried several times this month.. yeah, personal probs which i wont mention it here. Y is it so hard for people to understand me? if they dont, i begged for them just to leave me alone without making their own assumption. I hate this kind of beings. They only think they have problems without knowing that I too have my own personal probs. I may look happy physically, but mentally im not.. SERIOUSLY NOT!

Valentines day.. i wanna make things clear here.. I DIDNT CELEBRATE V DAY! yeah.. im on a date with my bf, but please understand that we DONT CELEBRATE VDAY! i didnt get any presents on that day.. or we didnt even wish each other VDAY. so please, for any assumption about me being the happiest day on VDAY, hope u r clear with it ok. i dont need vday.. as long as my bf loves me, im happy any day. n so does he. Love is an affection without having to show it so often.. it's about the fonder that grew between a couple each day.

i need February to end faster.. i have a sorrow life on Feb.. Hope the coming March would b a lot better for me. Amin.

Happy Unhappy

2011-01-26T11:40:00.003+08:00

Hello... It's January of 2011 already.. n im still stuck with CBG as a trainee.. not that im not grateful but i want something more for my future.. Y oh Y i need to wait so long?? What did i do wrong? Lately, i silently think what if i just continue my master before? How if i didnt follow what my parents said to me? Perhaps i can really enjoy my life this moment studying, which is the thing that i really wanted to do.. My dream. I've been counting days of my life since my convocation day. I found that each day i live is a waste of time.. TOTALLY.. now, i can't see my future. i have totally lost track. Whenever i feel like regaining my LIFE, i started to lose it again in juz a moment. I went for interviews, but LUCK seems not to be by my side. LUCK always fall in love with my friends n not me. now, i dont hope for anything.. i just go with the flow.. I may not want to waste my time juz to be unhappy. Therefore, i need to be happy all the time. live my remaining life happily n to the fullest..

depressed..

2010-08-09T10:39:00.004+08:00

lately, i'm feeling so much down...
it seems like my presence is just a burden to everyone..
i hate this feeling..
im tired of it n hope it will end soon.
i read about death n how it turns our presence as memories to others.
i love the fact that memory will last forever without hurting anyone physically..
sometimes, i tried to show the happiest me to everyone..
most of the time i talked nonsense.. jokes.. inspirational things to most of my friends n also my own family.. sounding like a motivator.
advice them to be this and that..
smile all the way.. laugh all day long..

but.. the fact is.. im alone. sad and depressed..
though i have friends who always with me.. a good bf who understands me.. n a loving family...
last night, i realized that i am just a burden to them..
they didnt show it or perhaps the didnt realize it..
but i myself realized the fact that life would be better off without me around :)
some people without realizing it loves to blame on me whenever I told bad things about them that hurts me..
They tend to manipulate the situations n in the end, I was the one who felt at guilt.
I cant say NO... I cant say im SICK.. i cant say im HURT.. i cant say they r WRONG..

people hate to hear that..

that's y i was thinking that it is better for me to be just memories..
a memory wouldnt speak out what ppl dont want to hear..
they will just remember me when they want to..
sum1 told me that in life there must be someone who has to give up..
if in that case, i will give up..
i give up hope..
i give up happiness..
i give up life..

Waka Waka Limited MNG t!

2010-07-12T13:26:00.004+08:00

Yeay!!! finally my sis bought me this waka waka limited edition T from MNG at Rm99!

wanted the lion printed on it though... but this was the last piece..

so i bought it anyway.. ehhehe

LOVE it so much :D

come clean....

2010-07-06T15:51:00.002+08:00

bez eh mlm tadik kua ng mas n hainie :D
it was unintentionally actually..
hainie got some issues at home n asked me for dinner..
Luckily mlm td i m so free n could join the dinner..
Paling bez, mlm tdk me n hainie polah kerja WEIRD nyerebu rumah mas pa nya x angkat kol n reply msg..
that was our last resolution :P LOL
dipendekkan cerita, misi mencolek mas berjaya dilaksanakan dengan jayanya :D
Yahooo!!!
mk org pas ya mamam kat Raja Ayam Penyet Kopitiam..
ermm boleh thn la mknn sia bez k lepak..
tp nang spoil ada laki x sedar dirik ya pervert!
coba mok ambik pic mk org :(
alu terpaksa meeting SSC n pesta MABOK aik sprite, ice tea n ice lemon tea ditamatkan :(
Baka yaro punya laki!
huhuhu

*ilek cookie ilek*

then mk org molah mission kedua... stalked our BFF house yg dah lamak hilang berita..
Gelap jak umahnya mlm td.. dah tido kali.. ka chatting.. lantak lah..
yg bex mlm tdk si hainie madah bapak BFF mk org ya curi2 merokok..
ngekk juak.. tua ada juak :P
jam 11 gya sampey my house..

*finally*

we had a heart to heart conversation about our past...
i dont really like it somehow..
but its good to come clean :)
byk duhal hal yg i mpun x tauk ahaha..
but biasa la manusia..
kelemahan manusia especially malaysian..
x berterus terang ya la jadi sorng pendam sorang n lamak2 jd dingin..
whatever it is.. i hate to remeber the bitter part..
so let's start a sweet new life n keep it as memories :)

sayounara :D

L-O-V-E

2010-07-04T00:34:00.005+08:00

Most of my friends ask me how does it feel to be in love..
i frequently answered "mcm biasa jak"
No... i lied..
i was just being stupid ego myself :(
Deep in my heart, I wanted to shout
"LOVE is MAGIC!"
Love changes a heartless person into a person full of HEARTS...
Love changes a rough lady into a gentle woman..
Love gives HOPE to those who r in love..
n most importantly, LOVE turns my day brighter everyday :D
i love it!
It is a MAGIC..
only people who finds the right one will experience the MAGIC of LOVE..
n i'm glad to have met my LOVE..
He's the MAGIC in my life..
i love the MAGIC.. n i won't ever do anything to lose my MAGIC..
Azrie Azhar, atashiwa totemo aishiteru :D

Upset with Argentina :(

2010-07-04T00:10:00.003+08:00

awwww... the lost of Argentina to Germany 0-4 was the greatest upset for me in WC2010!
I know, it's just a game.. but, the Argentine did not even score a goal for their country at the point like this! they should have scored their golden penalty instead of missing it!!!!
a great game from both i would have to admit..
but, a great game did not complements a 0-4 losing game :(
really upset..

Messy did a great try but he wasnt fortunate enuff with team mates like other Argentine!
hopefully he can play in WC2010 4 years ahead :(

Al-Fatihah

2010-07-02T11:58:00.006+08:00

ever since i came back from sabah, my morning wake up call is always a bad news..
2 days ago, my dad's cousin had passed away..
n today,
i wake up in the morning to hear one of the most unpredictable news from my mom..
uncle Hamid had gone forever..
i admit that i have never been so close with him..
but deep in my heart i feel so close with him..
a family is always a family no matter how far u r with them.
im so sad that most of his children did not have the chance to see him at his last breath..
i hope that aunt Fatimah n family would be strong..
from this, i learned that..
no matter what.. we must always be close to our parents n family..
we might never know, when will be the last time we see them, talk to them...
Death do not wait for us.. It can happen anytym according to Allah's will..
Al-Fatihah to Abang Haji Abdul hamid Bin Abang Haji Karim..
Amin..

Wishing and Hoping

2010-06-18T01:40:00.003+08:00

wishing n hoping..
one of my fav song...
a nice song from my best friend wedding :)

Wishin’’ and hopin’’ and thinkin’’ and prayin’’ 
 Planning and dreamin’ each night of his charms. 
 That won’t get you into his arms 
 
 So if your’re looking for love you can share 
 All you gotta to is hold him’ and kiss him’ and love him’ 
 And show him that you care. 
 
 Show him that you care’ just for him. 
 Do the things that he likes to do. 
 Wear your hair just for him’ ’cause’ 
 You won’t get him’ thinkin’ and a prayin’’ 
 Wishin’ and hopin’. 
 
 ’Cause wishin’’ and hopin’’ and thinkin’’ and prayin’’ 
 Planning and dreamin’ his kisses will start. 
 That won’t get you into his heart! 
 
 So if you’re thinking how great true love is 
 All you gotta to is hold him’ and kiss him’ and squeeze him’ and love him. 
 Yeah’ just do it! 
 And after you do’ you will be his. 
 
 You gotta show him that you care just for him. 
 Do the things that he likes to do. 
 Wear your hair just for him’ ’cause’ 
 You won’t get him’ thinkin’ and a prayin’’ 
 Wishin’ and a hopin’. 
 
 ’Cause wishin’’ and hopin’’ and thinkin’’ and prayin’’ 
 Planning and dreamin’ his kisses will start. 
 That won’t get you into his heart! 
 
 So if you’re thinking how great true love is! 
 
 All you gotta to is hold him’ and kiss him’ and squeeze him’ and love him. 
 Yeah’ just do it! 
 And after you do’ you will be his. 
 
 You will be his. 

You will be his!

Daijoubu...

2010-06-18T01:21:00.002+08:00

nikki chan...
atashiwa totemo sabisshi desu ..
hitomo nai watashito hanashii o shite imasen.
nakimasu...
gomenne nikki chan..
kyou no ban, watashiwa chotto genki desu..
wakaranai...
nemutai desu...
oyasumi nasai, nikki chan..

Quote of The Day..

2010-06-17T15:47:00.000+08:00

Myspace Graphics

Shakira OOOlalalalala :D

2010-06-17T15:39:00.004+08:00

this is one of my many fav pose from shakira..

shakira ooo lalala :D
i like shakira so much..
she's gorgeous..
love her move, love her style love her tone..
n most importantly, I LOVE HER BODY!
wish to have nice abs like her 1 day .. LOL

Spain lost to Swiss...

2010-06-17T00:25:00.001+08:00

Aiyo....
Spain kalah indah malam tok..
xpa la..
dah bukan nasib though they had played a great game..
hope they'll win the other 2 matches :D

RAINBOW CAKE!

2010-06-16T12:30:00.005+08:00

I think Im in Love in baking now..
since i have successfully baked the carrot cake, now i am looking for more
yummy cake recipes..
juz browsed through the net, n have found a very cute looking cake which me n my sis would love to give a try on weekends..
probably the nearest weekend :P
it is called the rainbow cake!
one of my friend did the simpler version.. n m very impressed with the cake that she had baked.
but, i wanted to bake sumthing that is more natural like this..

looks sooo yummy n really looks like rainbow :D

this looks similar to the one that a friend of mine did..
very impressive!

have the recipe already..
juz wait to buy the ingredients n make try it on my own..
Ganbatte eracookie!

I Love U, Mother..

2010-06-16T11:57:00.001+08:00

I love U mom...

my beloved mom n me :)

Mall World on FB

2010-06-15T16:07:00.002+08:00

Mall world is super cool!
It's the only reason i logged in FB everyday..
not juz an ordinary game..
It helps me to improve my biznez skill, fashion sense as well as my shopping sense..
Love it..
very enjoying :D
my next aim is to unlock the $3300 outfits :D

hey VACATION!

2010-06-15T15:42:00.005+08:00

awwwww!!!!
24th June is just around the corner..
i can't wait for the day to come !!!!
VACATION with my family.. n guess what??
my BFF is coming with us!
yeay!
going to Sabah, n will make sure that we will enjoy myself before job hunting begins..

the best and the worst...

2010-06-13T00:11:00.002+08:00

hehe
i would have to admit that i have the best family in the world :)
but sadly,
my family have the horrible me :S
im sorry..
to have burdened all of u..
thanks for caring :)

invisible n mute

2010-06-12T23:50:00.004+08:00

i wish that i was invisible n mute..
unheard n unseen..
lately, i feel down..
ppl juz dont understand me.
i wasnt bothered anyways..
but now, i was shocked..
even the closest person to me seems did not understand me as well
i was frustrated..
i feel that i am thousands miles away from everyone.
seems like physically i was seen..
but me myself was invisible n mute..
unheard n unseen..
i feel like i dont belong to anyone..
i have a family..
but .... i dont want to mention about them here..
i have friends..
but seems like ive been distancing myself from them..
my favourite pet was not alive anymore..
im like alone..
wish to b invisible n mute...
it's good for me..

Perfect 2

2010-06-11T20:11:00.002+08:00

Juz heard this song from a friend's FB page..
I enjoy listening to this song..
very relaxing and meaningful..
enjoy :)

When Can I C u Again...

2010-06-11T01:20:00.001+08:00

hello...
lamak dah x update blog..
bz ng game..
after seeing sum1's FB..
A question pops out of my mind..
When Can I C U Again...
:(

live life to the fullest :)

2010-06-04T00:02:00.002+08:00

happy again!

2010-06-03T23:54:00.002+08:00

Dear diary :D
now i am so happy again..
eracookie has returned :)
i have learned that honesty settles everything..
be honest n straight to people..
n u will feel better :)
sorry la semua terpaksa baca kerepakan i kat fb n blog..
now i am happy happy again as ever :D

ohaiyo...

2010-06-03T09:51:00.004+08:00

ohaiyo...
what an early post today...
i woke up in the morning n i found that i was sulking..
i am back to myself..
many things that i have realized the night before..
i am juz nobody..
without me, everything would be juz perfectly good.
now..
i'll keep everything to myself..
my sadness is belong to myself :)
i'm sad..
i can only share to my blog..
nakimasu..

i know what boys want

2010-06-02T22:51:00.002+08:00

my current favorite song..

Ponti ponti....

2010-06-02T13:25:00.007+08:00

rah arcade MATAHARI.. nang kacak..

Dear all... hehehe lamak dah x naip rah blog..
emmm bok pulang dr indonesia..
bez juak gi Pontianak selepas 10jam perjalanan..
rasa mual sikit..
tp x berbelanja gilak

kak phang, kak ina n me dlm taksi hotel :P
50000 rupiah u mun mok nait tok.. aha

ayam pecel kat warung.. 16000 rupiah serta teh botol..
ne x rasa org kaya mk org.. ahaha

me n sis kat cafe hotel..
i use my new scarf :P

me n kak tassha lam mopet (mun betul la)
2500rupiah sorang..
on the way ke pasar pagi :D

nang best trip tok..
tp x mok la pg lagik lak..
long hours in the bus..
x thn.. hahaa

Fun Fun Fun... laughter is the Best Medicine..

2010-05-26T19:47:00.004+08:00

the happy faces :D

kawaii girls with a handsome kid :D

Dear virtual diary..
Yesterday me n my friends were having lots of fun chit chatting, spending
the rest of the evening with our best friend, Alyssa :D
I was very happy to b there too!
marek sakit perut alu bait kak tetak ng ktk org eh! :D

Thanks for reminding me...

2010-05-25T22:54:00.003+08:00

Thank u so much to sum1 who has said that i am not a supportive person..
I almost forget..
rupa2nya all these while, I was never a supportive person to u..
how cruel can I be?
how ignorance i am to u..
i am so sorry...
n i promise to be serious...
no more jokes..
gomenasai...

live like we're dying..

2010-05-24T12:23:00.002+08:00

yeah.. it sounds like kris's song..
living is not forever..
death is certain but when? is uncertain.. :)
It could be anytime n anywhere...
therefore, live life to the fullest..
live today as if there is no tomorrow..
live happily..
appreciate the people around us..
cherish every moment we have with our family n friends..
tell them that u love them..
appreciate the whole new things that u have learned..
live..
live today as if ther is no tomorrow..
live..
as if we r dying :)

Graduating Soon :D

2010-05-24T11:26:00.003+08:00

First of all I would like to say ALHAMDULILLAH n syukur to Allah for granting my wish to graduate this year :)
Thankz to my family n friends for their support :)
Thankz to all lecturers for the knowledge that u have given me..
N Thankz to all who has involved in my life :)
I'll be graduating as a 2nd upper class this October 2010..
see u all my friends :D

aok aok jak la...

2010-05-23T18:02:00.002+08:00

mb my post kali tok mcm emo jak..
tp this is blog n i can write whatever i want..
sumtyms i am damn tired of everything..
tats y i choose to aok aok jak la..
neither to trust nor to not trust...

jangan lupak dirik bha..

2010-05-23T17:51:00.002+08:00

I juz do not understand y there is still people out there who r embarrassed with his or her family's position when they have succeeded..
Eh fella..
mun xda mak bapak sikda la kau lahir rah dunia tok n berjaya..
jgn main terngak jak mak kau mentang2 la kau yg berik duit..
molah mak cam orang gaji jak!

Yang terindah.. Layan....

2010-05-23T00:19:00.000+08:00

Tiba2 jak rasa mok layan lagu tok.... huhuhu
aduh.. jiwang indah zara malam tok..
Mesti penangan India Street pagi td :P

Quote of The Day..

2010-05-22T23:55:00.002+08:00

I am hours away from him..
but still, I can picture his perfect smile :)
even without looking at his pics..

jalan makan dan pening... huhuhu

2010-05-22T23:44:00.003+08:00

sup tauhu..
yummy :D

huhuhu... arritok tek setelah sekian lamak sik jejak kaki kat India Street, akhirnya pg juak ng abg td carik barangnya..
bez juak tempat ya mun dah lamak sik pergi..
macam2 brg pelik2.. tp hari sgt panas..
so kepala mula pening la :(
pas lelah bermarathon carik barang, abg atir cia makan sup tauhu..
Nyaman gilak!!!!!
dah la murah penuh jak isi..
Lak mok mkn sia gik..
last2, hari yang penat ended up in bed n panadols..
huhuhu..

Jalan jalan :D

2010-05-20T14:07:00.009+08:00

konnichiwa!!!

eermm yesterday was awesome!
I got to meet my bff hainie :D
we watched the hilarious Furry Vengeance!!!!
we laugh out laugh n we could not stop!
N hey!
Out of 5 i gave 4-4.5 stars to that movie!!
a must watch!

Then we went shopping..
I mean window shopping browsing dresses n ts :D
Spending hours in the Hill n hangout at the Old Town Coffee...

a sip of Hot Chocolate!!
Yum Yum :D

A nice Prawn mee... I love it!
Totemo oishii desu..

Me n my bff, Hainie!!!!

Makan Bola, Minum Bola, Tidur Bola, Mandi Bola, jadi Bola2.. ahaha

2010-05-17T12:50:00.006+08:00

Demam Bola bakal menjelang x lamak gik!!! yeay!
FIFA world cup has always bring back my Form 2 memories..
with Alyssa n Hainie..
Nang bez gilak!!!!
Lyssa with her Junichi, Me with my Santa Cruz n Hainie with her Owen!
Now, sapa gik yg bakal jadi pemain pilihan mk org??
Kita tunggu dan lihat :D

Kasut oh Kasut...

2010-05-17T10:21:00.005+08:00

Salam semua..
Pagi yg indah tok dimulakan dengan senaman sehat bersama my dearie, Hainie..
Jalan2 di Pustaka Negeri Sarawak..
First time bgn awl pagi time cuti semata2 mok bersenam :P ahaha..
emm dimulakan cerita, mk 2 berjalan la sepusingan kat Pustaka ya..
mk org crita2 la pasal benda yg dah lamak mk org mok crita sejak x jumpa lepas CNY ya..
dah sok sek2 sampey la round 2..
Kotan bez sembang2 tek, tiba2 my tapak kasut terbabak! huhuhu..
Terkejut mk 2.. alu kak ya ikut style Mentos..
tapak ya dicabut. n tapak kasut sebelah pun dicabut juak..
Kasut pun berubah rupa..
Dr sport shoes jd walking shoes!
Marvelous!!
Berguna juak iklan mentos ya.. ahaha

sport shoe

tapak dah dicabut..

transform jd walking shoe!

Take the first move..

2010-05-17T00:05:00.001+08:00

sometimes.....
in life,
we need to have the courage to take the first step...
in everything that we were aiming for..
Yes... history teaches us to be a better person..
But sometimes, we need to let go the past and start to move forward..
dont live in the past.. live in the future..
n take the first move..
trying is no harm..

senasib Ila n Adi mentor..

2010-05-16T22:40:00.005+08:00

tunjuk ajar ku sifu!!!

emm.. dah nangga Group A n B ternyata 2 adik beradik dr Sarawak yg juga merupakan peserta mentor musim ke 4 amat berbakat.. Ila n adi..
Persembahan mantap n markah juri awam pun nang bgs!
Tp, mungkin belum rezeki sidak.. dua2 hanya mampu meraih tpt ke 2 dalam konsert pertama.. walau apa pun, hopefully they both maintain their superb perfomances in the other concerts..
n hopefully voters vote those who r really talented..
be wise in voting :)
Though, this week performance nang byk saingan hebat2!
all the best Ila n Adi! u can do it!!

When I am alone...

2010-05-16T21:00:00.003+08:00

when i am alone...
ppl always comfort me by saying that they will be there for me..
to cheer me up.. but they were actually did not mean it..
i understand that they were juz comforting me..
anyways, thank u very much :)
i appreciate ur attention to me..
only me who can cheer up myself :)
me who can be patient with my self..
n only me who understands me...

I miss my Cat...

2010-05-16T20:19:00.005+08:00

My Late Beloved Siam... a.k.a Fluffy

It has only been 1 day not seeing u...
N i have started to miss U so much..
I miss U baby...
U will always in my heart..

Love U always....

SENT!!!

2010-05-16T14:32:00.003+08:00

SENT!!!
what was that I have sent, u might ask.... well....

1) I finally sent it via the post office... I wish the receiver would give me a positive reply.. AMIN...

AND....

2) I finally sent the mail.. Hopefully I get a reply :) Not that I badly wanted it... But, who knows if I am lucky enough to get it??? No harm in trying.. Juz trying my luck :) hehe..

wishing my self BEST of LUCK!!!!

Pasport sini Pasport sana Part 2

2010-05-16T12:01:00.000+08:00

Finally!!! My passport dah siap!!!!!!!
Yahooooo!!!!!

What U Waiting For- Mizz Nina feat. Colby O' Donis

2010-05-15T21:29:00.000+08:00

One of my current Malaysian artist favourite song.. :)

[colby]
baby i never seen someone with your body
you make me want get this party started
hey baby comein tell me what this all
baby baby
tell me what you what you waiting for

[mizz nina]
baby i never seen someone with your body
you make me wanna get a little notty
hey baby come in get it it's all yours
baby baby
tell me what you what you waiting for

[colby]
its your birthday
so tell me what's you want it too

[mizz nina]
its my birthday
im really wanna get with you

[colby]
drop the beat now and may be we can get it started

[mizz nina]
will go insane and take you to the after party

[colby]
so what's your name hey baby what's your name oh yeah

[mizz nina]
sexys my name yea sexys my name

[colby]
ok and whats your game hey baby what's your game
[mizz nina]
ok i like to play..i ..i like to play

[colby]
baby i never seen someone with your body
you make me want get this party started
hey baby comein tell me what this all
baby baby
tell me what you what you waiting for

[mizz nina]
baby i never seen someone with your body
you make me wanna get a little notty
hey baby come in get it it's all yours
baby baby
tell me what you what you waiting for

[colby]
hey sexy girl from kuala lumpur
[mizz nina]
hey baby that's me i'll be on the dance floor

[colby]
i got you with surprise we pop in up in VIP
[mizz nina]
and if i ask nice can i take you home with me

baby let's get crazy come and loose control
you want to tear up after party
i know you wants some more
i wanna see you with that body ???

baby come and get it
what you what you waiting for

One by One...

2010-05-15T20:31:00.000+08:00

My favourite pets... left me one by one... Each pet I love left me in seconds... How sad could life be?

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.
A time to be born, and a time to die...

Sometime, we have to accept that everything that have lived.. will die one day... But, I wish u could just live a bit longer with me... I love U Fluffy... Rest In Peace...

The saddest day in my life...

2010-05-15T20:05:00.001+08:00

Im lost of words... lost my mind..
my hands are shaking.. Couldn't even type properly..
My mouth were shut.. Couldn't even smile...
Smile ran away from me.. far far away from me..
A part of my happiness was taken away from me.. today, 15th May 2010...
i cried.. n I cried..
Tears keep rolling down my cheek.. I can't think no more...
Today is the saddest day in my life....

image by google..

Pasport sini Pasport sana..

2010-05-15T19:24:00.000+08:00

Bangun pagi mandi manda.. pasang baju siap2...
Agaknya berkemas ke sene la ya ho?? Bgn seawal 730pg pada hari Ahad.. AMAZING! semata2 mok polah pasport la tek.. Cek2 sampey ke JPN mcm2 salah..

1) xda salinan KP..... OUT!
2) gambar mata x nampak... OUT!

Pasya, balit la ke rumah ambik sijil lahir n isi borang.. x lamak kak ya pergi gik JPN..

1) salinan kad pengenalan..... OK!
2) gambar dah ambik baru... OK!
3) isi borang maklumat......OK!
4) beratur..... OK!

tapi... dah lelah bersusun...

Pegawai: miss, now it's number 88... n u will have to wait for 2 hours.. Do u mind to wait for that long hours?

Me: yeah, sure.. Y not?

Pegawai: Are u sure? Well then, erm... erm... Do u have ur birth cert photostated?

Me: err.. No, I don't.. I only have the original one.. I was told to photostate the IC only..

Pegawai: In that case, u cannot proceed.. U have to bring along the photostated copy.. U can come again tomorrow...

Pergh!!!!!! lamak dah beratur...

5) salinan sijiil lahir....OUT!

x padah awal perlu salinan sijil lahir skali.. duhal tek.. menanay sidak juz jadikan ya alasan.. nang x perlu pun sijiil lahir.. Pegawai ya padah gya sbb nombor giliran dah abis!!!!

Apalah salah padah awal2.. x la kepak kaki mok bersusun! Ingat org xda kerja lain ka mok polah??? GERAM....

Nightmare...

2010-05-15T17:58:00.000+08:00

Last night I couldn't sleep at all..

I had this strange feeling whenever i was closed my eyes..
voices heard.. things were falling... something were flying...
I kept on praying for Allah's protection... My heart beats faster than ever..
Feeling nervous.. But, I did not know y..
I couldn't sleep at all..
something was there.. in my bedroom..
staring at me..
I didn't see it but i knew it was there..
It wasn't a dream, 4 sure... It was real..
something was there... in my bedroom..
staring at me..

I Miss U.....

2010-05-15T15:22:00.000+08:00

erm... suddenly feel missing sum1 in life :(

I miss lots of people...

I miss my love, Azrie..

I miss my hunny, Mas..

I miss my dearie, Hainie...

I miss my sis, Preque..

I miss my ears, Aniz..

I miss u all :(

Happy 8 months Anniversary :)

2010-05-15T02:48:00.002+08:00

I still remember the 1st time we met...
it wasn't a nice start at all..
However, we were destined to be together..
Each day we started to know each other even better..
I learned U n U learned me...
U care about me.. U understand me..
U r the best in me..
U taught me LOVE.... patience..
Encourage me all the time n giving me a new hope :)
Most importantly, U love me the way I am..
I am so happy to be with U..
Aishiteru, azrie azhar..
May we be together forever..
Amin..

Quote of The Day..

2010-05-15T02:16:00.000+08:00

Myspace Cute Quotes

TIRED!!!!! KEPAK!!!! PENAT!!!!

2010-05-15T00:48:00.000+08:00

Yobih, x penah sama skali menyangka jadi cikgu tuition pun boleh sepenat tok.. rasa mok merepuk jak diriku ini... Mula2 bila pergi tpt tuition, I thought it there were just few students.. Bila datang sia.. WOW!!! 20 of them! dah la semua lemah.. malu mok bertanya gik ya.. Gine tok??? Hopefully next week would be better :) N hopefully apa yg diajar lekat rah palak sidak :) Amin.. I can do it!

COOKIE MONSTER!!!!

2010-05-14T15:25:00.001+08:00

RM107.90!!!

Yobih... Geram rasa ati mok bli cookie monster tok!!!!!!! lamak dah encarik.. last2 jumpa juak kat toys 'R' us The Hill marek.. Harganya kacak gilak.. beruban bila mok ngkah rah counter marek.

Mummy!!! Daddy!!!! I want!!!

COOKIE MONSTER GA HOSHII DESU!!!!!!!!!!

Kerja Oh Kerja.....

2010-05-14T15:08:00.000+08:00

Kerja Oh Kerja... A great dilemma to all graduates out there, including me. huhu.. Nowadays, susah nak cari kerja especially fresh graduates like us.. Therefore, we cannot be choosy.. So, daripada duduk jak kat rumah x buat apa2, apa salahnya kalau buat part time kan? Pagi td bangun2 pagi my sis tb2 bg Maths notes budak form 3... Rupa2nya, mlm ni x cukup tenaga pengajar kt tempat my sis mengajar, so i have to help her to teach form 3 students.. Nasib baik la Maths.. N now, i really need to revise back my Maths notes.. huhuhu.. Leceh eh.. but, For Money, I WILL!

woaaaa..... Lama dah x nangga nota form 3 camtok... Mcm nota mensia..

Maths oh Maths... Bila polah latihan tok, terkenang zaman Form 3.. Bukan main bebal gik mok paham.. Cek2 nektok, senang alu juak molah latihan tok.. x payah tulis pun dapat jwb... KAHKAHKAH..

Tanjoubi Omedetou!

2010-05-14T15:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to My Beloved Dad, Abg Abdillah Abd Wahab Bin Abg Karim !!! Bah, Happy 61st Birthday.. Semoga sihat wal afiat selalu, panjang umur, dimurahkan rezeki n maintain HENSEM n BERGAYA selalu :D U r everything for me, Dad :) LOVE U ALWAYS..

Happy Birthday to U...
Happy Birthday to U...
Happy Birthday to BABAH :D
Happy Birthday to U!!!!!!

Love Babah sooooo much!!!

Dont Fall Asleep...

2010-05-13T23:08:00.001+08:00

Today,it was a blast... my bro bw jalan2 tgk wayang wo... mcm x cayak jak.. like a dream. hehehe dream dream dream... dream dream dream... oops...dah mcm OST Nightmare on Elm Street... huhu.. Movie yg amat sesuai ditonton di cinema n should not be watched in DVDs.. the sound effect i tell u.. very the SUPERB! sayang jln cerita mmg dpt predict.. Al maklumla, Elm Street has too many sequels.. One thing I love about this movie is that it maintains the story line n history of Freddy Krueger being revealed in this movie which enables the audiences who has not watched Elm Street years n years ago.. I gave 2-3 stars for this movie.. :)

Dont Fall Asleep....

Let's Just Fall In Love again..

2010-05-13T22:54:00.000+08:00

Minna san :) have u ever heard of Jason Castro who has won the 4th place in American Idol Season 7? Well, he is such an amazing singer who I adored so much during that season. Unfortunately, he did not make it to be the top since there were th Davids who were very competitive n more outstanding than he was.. However, this son of Castro has released his very first single called Let's Just Fall In Love Again.. Eversince the first time I heard it on the radio, I fell for it right away.. Jason's voice has always been my ear candy..

ENJOY :)

CuTi CuTi....

2010-05-10T22:04:00.001+08:00

At last!!!! selesai juak pengajian kat uni selama 3 tahun :D rasa mok menjerit bila last paper aria p sikda sora.. ahahahhaahah.. Dolok time klas mala jak harap untuk bercuti spjg tahun.. tok dah tgh bulan May.. dah dkt berminggu2 cuti, x juak bez ne.. stay umah jak.. tp nok bez nya, palak rilek sik pk pasal PTA, EXAM, and byk gik hal2 lain yg memeningkan kepala...

Apa yang menarik time cuti tok, my sis nya tok tauk bha i tok keboringan, so nya spon ticket gi Indonesia 2 Jun sampey la 5 Jun.. pas ya, nok beznya gik, 24 Jun sampe 29 Jun, we will be going to Sabah!!! ehehehehe family vacation.. Al maklum la, lamak dah x makan angin :D sik saba eh....

yeye!!!

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SAY NO TO POSEUR!

sik puas ati!

Don't think bout others

Help Me!

Baking Day

Watashino Yasumi no Hibi :D

Yomogi Mochi Yaketa!

Ramadhan

Make Up time...

February..

Happy Unhappy

depressed..

Waka Waka Limited MNG t!

come clean....

L-O-V-E

Upset with Argentina :(

Al-Fatihah

Wishing and Hoping

Daijoubu...

Quote of The Day..

Shakira OOOlalalalala :D

Spain lost to Swiss...

RAINBOW CAKE!

I Love U, Mother..

Mall World on FB

hey VACATION!

the best and the worst...

invisible n mute

Perfect 2

When Can I C u Again...

live life to the fullest :)

happy again!

ohaiyo...

i know what boys want

Ponti ponti....

Fun Fun Fun... laughter is the Best Medicine..

Thanks for reminding me...

live like we're dying..

Graduating Soon :D

aok aok jak la...

jangan lupak dirik bha..

Yang terindah.. Layan....

Quote of The Day..

jalan makan dan pening... huhuhu

Jalan jalan :D

Makan Bola, Minum Bola, Tidur Bola, Mandi Bola, jadi Bola2.. ahaha

Kasut oh Kasut...

Take the first move..

senasib Ila n Adi mentor..

When I am alone...

I miss my Cat...

SENT!!!

Pasport sini Pasport sana Part 2

What U Waiting For- Mizz Nina feat. Colby O' Donis

One by One...

The saddest day in my life...

Pasport sini Pasport sana..

Nightmare...

I Miss U.....

Happy 8 months Anniversary :)

Quote of The Day..

TIRED!!!!! KEPAK!!!! PENAT!!!!

COOKIE MONSTER!!!!

Kerja Oh Kerja.....

Tanjoubi Omedetou!

Dont Fall Asleep...

Let's Just Fall In Love again..

CuTi CuTi....

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